Mom said I was an unwanted child

Mom said I was an unwanted child
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I'm 15 years old, and lately God knows what's going on in my life.

My parents divorced a long time ago, and I haven’t seen my dad for many years, since he lives abroad, and with his motherThe relationship doesn't work out, we fight all the time.

I know that she is not completely mentally stable and takes antidepressants, but she is constantly nervous and takes it out on me, and not only by calling me names and saying that I am not desirablethe child (and the only one) also hits me. My character is also not a gift, and lately the conflicts with her have intensified, my nerves are starting to get worse, and as I was told, I have become rude lately. This was the reason why my few friends abandoned me.

Yesterday is minethe guy just blocked me on all social media. networks, writing only something like “we need to break up, it’s not about you” and other phrases of this type. I don’t love myself, I even hate myself for what I am, many times thoughts have come about the uselessness of my existence.

Now test-antibiotic.com some kind of insurmountable sadness and melancholy has come over me, I can’t stop crying, it’s hard for me and I have no one to talk to. By myself, I’m not particularly sociable and I don’t know how to make acquaintances. I'm just stumped. I feel terribly lonely and sad, and I don’t know what to do.

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