Nothing makes me happy in this life

I have completely lost strength from such a life, nothing pleases me, there is no strength to work. A year ago I leftmarried , everything is fine with my husband, we live in an apartment with his grandfather. The attitude towards us here at once was not the best, becausethe apartment by will belongs to my husband, but grandfather and hismom is against it. We bought our own apartment with a mortgage, we live here until a house is built for us. This is by the way that we are not freeloaders, but we want to earn everything ourselves. But his mother demands 800 thousand rubles from us, because. She has a part in the apartment where we now live. Over the past year, there have been a lot of scandals, we were told that we are nobody and we live too well, my husband and I have to work very hard to pay the mortgage, I am an English teacher, I had to take tutoring, because. teachers' salaries are very low. For almost the entire year, my total workload was at least 40 hours a week, or even more, for teaching this is a huge figure.

Everything would be test-antibiotic.com nothing if I felt support from my parents, only my father supports me, my mother says that anyone can buy an apartment with a mortgage, that this is not an achievement, although in our city it is 25 thousand a month not everyone can pay, many parents generally buy apartments. Mom hardly calls me, is not interested in my life, does not help in any way, but I don’t need financial assistance, I want my mother to praise me, but this is not there. In general, a lot of things do not please me lately, it is psychologically difficult, there are no forces anymore. Only supports mehusband . I also forgot to write that my husband’s relatives have said many times that I’m nobody here, and it’s so insulting to hear it, constant tears, nervous tension, apathy, no strength, I can only crawl to bed in the evening and that’s it.