I am 21 years old and I suffer from domestic violence

I live with my parents, I study at the university and summer is the worst time of the year for me! Everyone is waiting for the holidays, and I pray to God that they will end sooner.

I spent the whole summer sitting at home, because when school ends, I can't leave the house for other reasons: neither to go to the store, nor to sit with my friends in the yard, nor to the park to get some fresh air. I haveThe father is a tyrant, he forbids everything, you can’t look out the window at night, you can’t close the door to the room and even more so you can’t use the phone.

It is very difficult for me to express an opinion or even just talk to my parents. My father either blames me ormother . If I talk to my mother, she either doesn’t listen to me or sends me away, and if it’s a serious topic (relationship ,money ), starts to beat.

I know that you can't brag about your parents' mental health here, but I can't stand it anymore. I can't move out, in our country you can only do that after marriage. I support myself. I help around the house. I have a daughter , but I feel like a stepdaughter.