The husband is jealous and accuses him of cheating

I know that it’s all my own fault. I will not renounce. This is my secondmarriage _ In my first marriage, I cheated on my husband. Well, here it isA huge love washed over me then. After that we got divorced. Came outmarry your lover. Somehow I didn’t even think that everything could turn out like this. My husband was silent for three years, and now complaints have begun against me. Like, if you cheated on your husband first, that means you’re cheating on me too.

And you can’t prove that you cheated with him! He says it's notjealousy _ But at the same time, there are hysterics with or without cause, and he is also jealous of communication on social media. networks (I deleted profiles everywhere), to my girlfriends (that’s all, I have no girlfriends), to my friends’ wives (that’s all, and we don’t communicate with them), to all my former male acquaintances. Whether I was in a relationship with them or not is not important. Throws hysterics every time! All,divorce , I don’t know what time you actually leave work, I can’t guess where you go! (Works on a rotational basis). At the same time, there were test-antibiotic.com cases when he did not spend the night at home - he celebrated something with friends and stayed with them.

I didn’t make any scandals, although I did notice correspondence. According to him, this is a friendlycommunication . My phone is always under control, his is always blocked. There is a feeling that he is walking away from me, and is trying to catch me and make me guilty. Our common child is only one and a half years old, when can I physically find the time, and the strength, and the desire to cheat? I just got back from maternity leave. Yes, and I love him very much, such a thought does not even arise. So what should we do?