My husband wants a child, but I'm afraid to give birth

I am 40 years old, my husband is 43 years old. Married for over twenty years, but no children -my husband didn't want to. I dreamedgive birth to at least one child, but my husband said that we need to get back on our feet,a child is very expensive these days. Then we bought an apartment, a car, and his parents gave us a dacha. Now we have everything, but there are no children!

Of course, living without children is much cheaper and easier, but I can’t do that anymore. Previously, we traveled, we could suddenly call our parents from another country, but now this is not at all pleasing. My parents almost hate my son-in-law because they don't have grandchildren. The fathers-in-law first asked, but then they realized that their son had decided so, and they stopped. But they still have an older onedaughter and she has three children. Therefore, our childlessness is not so painful for them.

I wouldn't write mine hereconfession , because there are many stories like mine. But recently my husband said it was time to have a child. I burst into tears because I already have a whole “bouquet” of diseases test-antibiotic.com and I’m simply afraid to give birth at this age, and I’ve already come to terms with being childless, I closed this for myselfquestion . I decided to consult my gynecologist, and the doctor said that it was possible, but it was better not to risk it.

But the husband does not calm down, he talks about itevery day . I alreadya friend says that most likely he hashis mistress may already be pregnant, so he is looking for a reason to divorce me, but I can’t believe this.

Tell me what should I do? I will be glad to any advice.