I don't like children
I don’t like children, I haven’t since I was 22, right after I gave birth to my child. These terrible 9 months seem to have been the worst in my life.
Then another hell began - the round-the-clock howling of a child. Life has changed, and it seems to me, not for the better: my personal time has disappeared, my desire to enjoy life has disappeared. If only it were possibleIf I could turn back time, I would never have given birth. I lovedaughter , but when she is next to me, I feel sick, I kick her out. Sits with her around the clockhusband .
After some thought, I applied fordivorce , I decided that it was beyond my strength. It’s really very difficult for me, I’m getting a divorce, leaving the child to my dad and leaving for another country. I know very well that in this case one can say trivially “why did you give birth,It’s not the child’s fault, you’ll regret it later,” perhaps this is true, but I don’t have the strength, I can’t stand difficulties, I’m selfish. And I can’t stand other children either, I’m tired of this myself, I’m afraid of them.
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