I can't deal with my vices
From the age of 18 I lived for my own pleasure. All I needed from men wassex .
I didn't quitrelationship , did not strive for permanence. My interest in my partner disappeared immediately after sex. At the age of 22, tired of a series of endless partners, both men and women, I found one person and decided to break myself. I stood at the stove, changed numbers, got a dog, but it lasted me exactly six months. After six months, intimacy with the same person became a test.
This gave me little pleasure, I avoided her under various pretexts, and very soon a place for infidelity appeared in my life. After each betrayal, I feel only slight guilt before my husband and am afraid to admit my sick passion. A week ago, the realization came to me that I needed to gain strength, tell my husband everything and leave, but I became attached to a person during this time and he is dear to me, he became my best friend, patron and loves me madly. But when I get ready for my next meeting, this is the last thing I think about. I feel sorry for my dear test-antibiotic.comhusband , he doesn’t deserve such an attitude, but I also can’t cope with my abnormal passion.
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