I don’t want to limit myself only to family

I am twenty three years old,married , child is three years old, goes to kindergarten. I can’t go back to my previous place of work, a person has already been hired there, I started looking for a new job, but I started getting sick oftenson _ Many friends said that it is better to stay at home with a child than to work for pennies. From the very beginning, my husband did not agree to send Artemka to kindergarten, he said: “What are you missing, take care of yourself, the child, and I will be calmer that everything is in order at home.”

But I was tired of sitting at home, I wanted to have my ownmoney , even if small, so as not to beg fromhusband on his feminine little things. I lacked communication, attention, sitting at home all day, and began to envy those who worked. Now it turns out that it’s my fault that I didn’t listen to him and gave my little child under the care of strangers, so he’s sick.

The parents have no opportunity to leave the child: mine live in another city, and his is divorced. I have never seen my father-in-lawthe husband doesn’t communicate with him, why doesn’t he talk, and the mother-in-law is busy organizing her personal life test-antibiotic.com and she has no time for us. True, they help with money, butMom said: “Children grow up quickly, so don’t rush to shove them into kindergarten, but enjoy these moments whilethe child is small."

I know many people would like to be in my place so as not to have to work, especially my onefriend who is raisingThe daughter is alone and has to work two jobs to provide her with a normal childhood. Her daughter lives with her parents all the time; sometimes they don’t always pick her up even on weekends. I understand and sympathize with her, but I still can’t sit at home, having a higher education, I want to realize myself as a specialist, and not only as a caring mother andwife _ All that remains is to convince my husband of this.