I don’t know how the man I love will react to the fact that I’m pregnant from someone else.

I don’t know how the man I love will react to the fact that I’m pregnant from someone else.
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A confusing situation has occurred in my life. Less than a year had passed since I broke up with a man whom I loved madly, just as he loved me. The reason for the separation was hisfamily that stood against me.

I was very hurt. At first I thought that I would be alone, that I would not be able to love anyone and that I would not be able to make love with anyone. A little time passed, and I realized that in this way I was driving myself into an grave. I decided that I would distract myself in every possible way (work, going to bars, clubs, evenings with a friend, meeting new people).

After some time, I began to communicate closely with my old friend, whom I had known for about 3 years. We gradually fell in love with each other, started dating, and soon moved in together. He proposed to me, introduced me to my family, and soon I became pregnant.

Allhe drank and had a relationship with me because of itmental problems . Falling in love with him helped me move on from that breakup and clouded my eyes. I put up with his drunkenness, hysterics, etc., and soon left without even signing with him. I’ve been living alone for a month now, pregnant, almost in my third month, and all my thoughts are only about my ex-beloved. I understand that I’m about to break down and write.

Everything would be simpler if it weren't forpregnancy . I can't imagine how he will react. After all, when we parted, he promised to solve problems with his family after some time, move out and take me. And now I don’t know what to do. There were thoughts about abortion, but I immediately stopped myself. After allthe child is not to blame for my feelings. The child's father disappeared, but only for a while. I don't have any feelings for him.

What should I do? What should I do if mylove is so strong that I doubt that anything else can destroy it. I really want to be with my loved one, but I’m afraid that the child will be an unexpected unpleasant surprise for him.

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