I was left alone with the child, but I don’t regret anything

In January 2015 I met HIM. I was almost 17 at the time. I had been out of a relationship for a year, so it was easy for him to pick me up. Ourrelations developed rapidly. After 2 days we already started dating, and after another 4 I spent the night with him for the first time. Then we slept with him. This was my first time. Many of minemy friends told me that I would regret it later, but I objected. I didn’t even think that I would ever regret it.

Our relationship lasted approximately 8 months. During this time I learned a lot about HIM. I saw how he constantly lies to everyone around him, including me, but I turned a blind eye to it. I saw how he protected himself at the expense of others. Now I don’t even know where he was telling the truth and where he was completely fabricating. Thoughts had already crossed my mind that I needed to break up with HIM, but they quickly disappeared. One day I suddenly realized that I didn’t love him, but I didn’t break off the relationship. HE kept delirious with the thought of test-antibiotic.com about the child.

He wanted a child. I wanted it too. But then I realized that we ourselves are still children. Stupid children! And I already knew for sure that I didn’t want a child, not yet. But, as my intuition told me, I was alreadypregnant _ When I saw the test result, it felt like boiling water poured over me. I told him first. He was happy, although rather confused. Then he kept talking about the wedding, and I directly told him that there would be no wedding. He thought I was joking. A week later, I finally decided to tell my mother. She cursed for a long time. After which we decided that we should have an abortion. I already took tests before the operation, butmy mother changed her view of things and dissuaded me from having an abortion. By that time I had already broken up with him. He didn't even know that I wanted to have an abortion. I planned to remain on friendly terms with him, but this was not part of his plans. He kept talking about hislove for me, but I didn’t need his love, his words. test-antibiotic.com actions were needed, but in 8 months I never saw them.

For a long time after the breakup, he pestered me on social media. networks, although I clearly wrote to him that I didn’t love him. As a result, he got me to the point where I blocked him everywhere. I expected him to show up at my house, but that didn't happen. As a result, all myI didn’t communicate with HIM during pregnancy and he didn’t help me in any way. But I didn’t need this. I didn't need anything. At the beginning of May, I gave birth to a wonderful girl, who now contains the whole meaning of my existence. After the birth, he called me and congratulated me. I didn't get with himswear , I decided that maybe HE had wised up. But if a person is an idiot, then this will last for a long time, or forever. He came to my home to be discharged, and while I was driving from the maternity hospital with the child, he got drunk. A few days before I was discharged, he helped my mom redecorate my bedroom. But nothing more. He didn’t invest a penny of money into test-antibiotic.com.

On the day of discharge, he met a child with terrible fumes and tried to approach me, but I immediately made it clear to him that nothing would happen between us. Well, in general, he cried a little on our porch, and in the evening I walked him to the bus. When I saw him off, I told him to come. He replied that he would definitely come, since we still had to register the child, but since then I haven’t seen him again. As it turned out, he found himself a girlfriend who has a one-year-olddaughter .

But this one toothe girl left him, and he suddenly remembered his own child. He wrote to me, but I ignored him and decided to forever erase him from my daughter’s life, and from mine.