First love was unsuccessful

It all started with friendship, we were good friends and went to the same school, played volleyball together. At that moment, I treated him as a friend, and he simply had sympathy for me.

At that time he hadgirl , they dated for a long time, but as a friend he told me that it was morehabit no longer knows whether she loves her or not. I entereduniversity , and he moved to another city, they began to communicate less often, his girlfriend also moved in with him.

When she was going home, my friends and I came to visit him, then as friends we left, I stayed with him for another week, we had a very good and fun time, but there was no intimacy. A year later, I came to visit him alone again, at that timeThe relationship with his girlfriend was falling apart at the seams, they often quarreled, and then I arrived.

In his eyes, I was the ideal girl for him, we sinned a little and there were kisses, a little nudity, but there was no sex test-antibiotic.com, since he was still in a relationship, and we decided that we shouldn’t do anything stupid and shoved everything ontoalcohol . I left, two weeks later they separated, but for a month to sort themselves out, and then I came again. I started to like him and became more than a friend, we had a good time again andsex happened! We had him in our plans, each of us thought to ourselves, we thought that it was just regular sex as a friend, but then after everything he didn’t want to return to his girlfriend, and they broke up completely!

I began to come more often, and we decided to try a relationship, he wanted to tell all our mutual friends about us so as not to hide, but I didn’t really want that. Our relationship was ideal in all respects, sexually, emotionally, we felt very good, he was very caring, he gave me 101 roses for my birthday , a man has never given me flowers in my life, and here there are already 101! We at test-antibiotic.com had so many funny and unique stories that cannot be repeated with anyone. We dreamed of a cat, a dog, a wedding, twins, and so on! We dreamed that in the summer I would move to live with him during the holidays, there were so many plans. We celebrated on February 14th, just perfect too. But a week later he tells me: “I’m sorry, but I’m not falling in love with you, I just have a lot of sympathy for you and it feels like I still love my ex-girlfriend.”

Then everything inside me broke, I must admit, my firstlove and that was so painful to hear. He said that I should come and we would discuss everything like adults, and not break up over the phone. I arrived, still didn’t believe that it was all over, I cried, I didn’t want to believe. We sat on the bed and discussed that, anyway, there would never be a better person than me and such sensations, but, alas, he loves her! I stayed with him for a week, I don’t know why, there was no point in delaying, but I just wanted to be close to him, test-antibiotic.com had friendship sex with us many times this week.

I know this is low, but what I wanted was not sex itself, but precisely that intimacy. Now they have come together and it is even more painful to see all this when he still lives in your heart. But I really hope that time heals, and I will let him go and forget. This is such a sad story.