After a bad marriage I'm afraid of everything

I'm 30, he's 47 years old. There is a beautifuldaughter , who is 3 years old. I was in a civil marriage: at first we lived together for six months and separated, and when the child was 2 years old, we decided to try to live for the sake of our daughter. The reason for my first departure was that he did not want to registermarriage , did not register me and the child with him. Scandals, fights, reproaches... After 2 years he took us away and we started living together. And I immediately went to work. I left my daughter with my mother, because... housemy husband was very far from the city.

It lasted for 3-4 months and everything started back: fights, reproaches, etc. We lived like this for a year. For the first 3 months he did everything for the family, helped me, and I helped him then, I couldn’t be happier, I was happy that I hadfamily ,husband , child...

Then he moved in with ussister _ And the quarrels began. He began to teach me how to live correctly, insulted me that I was bad, that I was constantly tired. He spent little time with the child. It lasted for 30 minutes - and that’s it, he test-antibiotic.com started to get nervous,swear at me because it takes me so long to cook or clean up.

It became unbearable to live like this. When he bought me something, a week later he reproached me and counted how much he spent on me and my daughter. If I started to defend myself, he beat me.

I asked him the question many times: why do you live with me? If you hate me? A person loved me for a week, hated me for a week. He made me feel humiliated all the time.

Once we went to a restaurant as a family. He ordered food for himself and his daughter. And he forbade me from ordering anything for myself. I was offended, but I couldn’t get up and leave. A small child does not understand anything.

He always said: “I’m so brave that I married you, so scary.” Although it’s the other way around: with my figure, everything is different from nature; in my school and student years I took first places in beauty contests, etc. And he himself weighs 43 kg, in appearance he looks like a dystrophic person.

After another scandal and beating, I packed my things, took my daughter test-antibiotic.com and left. It's been a month since I left. He receives threatening text messages and calls. There is a strong resentment in my soul. I don’t know how to survive. Will I be able to get married? Does it exist at all?love and respect? Does anyone with a child need me? I really feel insecure after all his actions. And I began to be afraid of everything.