A dream has come true, but I'm not at all happy about it
In a month I will turn 18 years old. All myI lived my life in the provinces, in a small village. I went to school, studied well, life went on as usual. I had very few friends there, but I had someone to communicate with, a lot of just good acquaintances from school. There was no entertainment in this village; it was absolutely, very boring. The last year at school, 11th grade, was very difficult for me. Fear of exams, stress from studying in general,problems with teachers, classmates. I dreamed of leaving for the big city where I planned to go. It would seem that a dream for many years has come true, now I am in a big city and should be happy. But, to my great regret, everything turned out to be much more complicated.
I've been here for a week and I feel very bad. I desperately want to go home, return to normal and live as I lived. It would be easier if the house was closer, but it's 4 hours away for me. You ask, what is the problem? Why do you feel bad? Oh, if I only knew. This whole week, as it turned out, we had no classes. ANDEvery day I wake up and just cry. I don't have the strength to get up and do anything. I just want to cry. I don't know what to do with this. I don’t want to go for a walk, I don’t want to go to the store and buy myself something tasty. Maybe it's just an adaptation or what?
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