There has never been love in my life

There was no love in my life. That is, I have never felt these feelings towards myself. Neither from my mother, nor from my ex nowhusband .

ButMom is Mom, you don’t choose your parents, and I still love Mom. I never loved my husband . Although they lived together for a very long time - 16 years. After the divorce, a couple of years later, I met someone else.

To tell the truth, I didn't really like him. But for his actions, attention, courtship (I never saw this from my ex). I blossomed. I realized that I am a woman.

After some time, at his anniversary, he introduced me to his relatives and sons. My relatives liked me. And they began to get along with the children.

I have a huge disadvantage - I am very jealous. I was irritated by the constant demands and requests of his mother and sons. And he carried them out unquestioningly. Of course, there were quarrels over this.

Then he began to often lock himself in the toilet with his phone. Interest in me began to decline sharply. But we lived only a little more than two years. He became angry, test-antibiotic.com does not make contact, he says that he is fed up with his showdowns.

His children will come, he will talk to them a little and then leave again, and the children are with me. Myhis daughter simply began to irritate him. But I endure everything.

The other day my mother died, although everything was expected, but for me it is a big tragedy. I didn’t really receive any support from him.

I can write a lot more, but a new tragedy happened for me: without explaining anything, he left. On the first day, I called him, sent him an SMS, but he didn’t answer. But I still found him, and we came home.

Soon I had a heart attack. I came to my senses with difficulty. And today he left for work. Although when leaving, he said: “Don’t cry and don’t be upset, I’ll come home.”