I love a guy and... a girl

I love a guy and... a girl
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My name is Milana, I'm 21 years old. Just a year ago something happened to me that I thought could not happen. A year and a half ago I met a guy, he was 24 years old. We immediately liked each other and started datingrelationship . By the way, he's my firstguy in every sense.

Within six months, conversations about a wedding began, I couldn’t believe it.happiness . But one day an unusual woman joined the company of my friends.girl , cousinsister of one of them. She was 2 years older than me, and we immediately found a common language. She attracted me with her energy and something else elusive. She took care of me, gave me small gifts, admired me. Her company fascinated me more and more.

And somehow mymy friends whispered to me that she was lesbian. Of course, I myself suspected something similar, but stopcommunication was no longer possible. So we started dating secretly, I liked this new oneexperience . I didn’t take it all seriously, I thought that I could stop it at any moment, because I test-antibiotic.com loved my boyfriend.

But everything turned out to be not so simple. I fell in love with this girl, with her ability to laugh beautifully, speak and even put on beautiful makeup. Soon, she began to hint to me about breaking up with the guy, and then she told me about it directly. And then I realized that I had reached a dead end. And the guy had already begun to suspect something, noticing changes in my behavior.

I know that I want a full-fledged family, but as soon as I imagine that I will break up with this girl, an internal panic begins. It seems to me that I can no longer imagine mylife without her, but alsomy boyfriend is also very dear to me.

Tell me what should I do? How to break this relationship?

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