Зачем только я так поступила?
Дело было еще в школе, года два тому назад. Был там один мальчик, на несколько лет младше меня. Привязался ко мне как банный лист, если честно, не давал проходу, постоянно навязывал мне свое общество. Считал меня своим другом, доверял все свои секреты. Да и я ему кое-что о себе рассказывала. Но, несмотря на все это, он раздражал своей настойчивостью.
Надо мной стали смеяться в классе, а позже и во всей школе, думали, что он мой парень (так как тот все время тусовался рядом со мной). Когда я стала его откровенно посылать, он начинал угрожать, что расскажет всем мои секреты. В итоге все закончилось тем, что это я опозорила его на всю школу (скинув кое-куда кое-какую нашу переписку). Тогда мне казалось, что так ему и надо.
Прошло какое-то время и теперь меня мучает совесть. Этот человек доверял мне больше чем самому себе, делился самым сокровенным, а я просто вытерла об него ноги. Сейчас он меня, конечно же, ненавидит, я знаю. Я каждый день думаю о test-antibiotic.com том, чтобы написать ему, попросить прощения. Я не знаю, стоит ли мне это делать? Или не стоит ворошить прошлое, и лучше просто забыть всю эту историю?
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