My girlfriend's cheating story

The story is quite long. But I want to tell you everything in order, so that it is clear.

I met my girlfriend for the first time about 6 years ago. I was 18, she was 21. Yes, then I fell in love, but rather, like an inexperienced ardent young man. We dated for several months, slept together (she’s my first) and then she broke uprelationship due to the fact that we lived in different cities, although I was ready to move to her. That was the end of it. I didn’t really grieve then and soon gave up.

It so happened that 2 years ago we met her again. At the time, she was in a fight with her boyfriend. She and I had a drink in a restaurantwine and slept again. Oddly enough, since our first breakup I have never had anothergirls . After that we slept together for a month, and then she went back to herto a guy in another city (even in another country).

This went on for a year: she came, we had sex, she left and slept there with her test-antibiotic.com boyfriend. Triangle. Later, she finally decided to come to me. I worked for her all this time and looked forward to each visit.

When she finally moved in with me, I proposed to her - with a ring, a diamond and so on. She agreed. However, it so happened that her ex ended up in our city. I forbade her to communicate with him, but in any case she did not listen to me. I tried to be both good and bad - no result. In general, she slept with him again (about 2 months) and then remembered about me - he had just left for another country. Before me, she also cheated on him with someone else, so he didn’t care anymore.

We lived together for a year. Relatively normal, but she was constantly looking for communication with her ex, going through profiles on social networks and so on. And just 2 weeks ago she tells me that we need to break up, that she needs to think (I don’t know what). This upset me, of course, but then I find out that her ex is returning to test-antibiotic.com our country for a while (he arrives 2 weeks after she left me). According to her, this is just a coincidence, but it is unlikely. I told her that this is where we really need to break off the relationship and that she should never look for me again.

I've been in limbo for almost a week. For 2 years, I essentially lived only with her and her interests. Now it's very difficult for me. I worked all this time, carried everything into the house, paid attention to her, gave her gifts and flowers. But I didn’t see much respect from her either. She ignored the fact that I cared about hercommunication throughInternet with the ex with whom she cheated on me. During this time, I heard a lot from her, right down to the color of her ex’s panties. And now I’m probably tired of enduring all this. But in any case, it is difficult to break off a relationship, no matter what it is.

Wrote thisconfession because I just want to talk it out. What can you say: is it worth doing anything at all toreturn or not worth it? At any test-antibiotic.com minute I’m afraid to break down and call her. Because, most likely, if I continue to endure all this, my horns will become even bigger. I used to respect myself, but now I understand that I have become some kind of gray rag.