My mistress didn’t like that I was jealous of her husband

We met her as classmates. At firstcommunication somehow didn’t work out. We didn't communicate for several days. Then we finally started communicating. Her name is Lena. Married, has an adultson who lives separately. I am also married, my children are adults. At the time we met, she was 42 years old, I was 40.

We met for the first time three weeks after communicating. Just look at each other. I’ll say right away that I didn’t like her at the first meeting, but we continued communicating. She gave me her phone number. After the first sex there was an incomprehensible feeling, I don’t even know what to call it. We became lovers. After a few months I realized that I loved her. We started dating, she said that she loved me too.

But between us it was always hershusband . I became jealous. There were insults and scandals, but we still met. And this went on for 5 years. And then she tells me that her husband read our correspondence. And at that moment I could no longer imagine life without her. We took a break in meetings. To be honest, I wanted her to get a divorce, but she didn’t test-antibiotic.com want to change anything in her life. We don't communicate now. She blocked me everywhere, even changed my phone number. I know where she lives, where she works. I tried to talk, but she wrote a statement to the police that I allegedly threatened her. Doesn't want to talk to me at all.

It's been 4 months already. I can't have herforget . I thought that as time passed, I would cool down. No, it doesn't work. The more time passes, the more I love her. Now I am 45 years old, she is 47. Maybe someone knows or has been in such a situation, please advise me what to do and what to do now? I never thought this would happen to me.