My behavior came back to me like a boomerang

We met when I was 24 and he was 18. Half a year later we began to live together. Everything happened somehow quickly, there were no beautiful courtships, no romantic meetings, no flowers or sweets. Just persistence and arrogance, he didn’t understand the word “no”!

This is probably what won him. Because throughout my life I have met rather gentle men who were afraid of my character. I didn’t take many people into account; I could quit after a few days, saying something like: “I’m not interested in you, I’m bored with you, I found someone else.” Or just say goodbye over the phone.

I remember I was aloneguy , courted me for 8 months, I didn’t have any feelings for him. I was simply flattered by his futile attempts to achieve my reciprocity, I liked to play on his weakness for me, it was such a pleasure to watch his suffering.

One day, he came to mea friend told me from the doorway to go to the hospital, because because of me, this Romeo jumped from the fourth floor. Then we saw each other once. That guy was waiting for me at my test-antibiotic.com house. We exchanged a few words and our paths diverged. With Maxim I became completely different. He tamed me. It’s such a strange feeling when you don’t recognize yourself anymore! All that remains is to repeat to yourself: “I’m not like that, not like that!” But you are weak-willed, spineless and already completely live only by his rules. And it still is to this day. How many times did I leave after packing my things, how many times did he bring me back. I forgave him so many times, I can’t count him. And everything pulls and pulls towards him.

For this person, only his friends come first, he is literally obsessed with them, and they fit into our family so closely that they dictate how we live and what he should do in this or that situation. Without asking me, he simply leaves with them and turns off the phone. Hanging out in bars. Allows them to verbally humiliate me. This is probably a boomerang.