I can't forgive my husband's parents

It's hard for me to live with my parentshusband . I had severe onesrelationship with my mother, when we lived together, she constantly commanded me and reproached me. She said that I wouldn’t succeed in anything in life. She always discussed me with strangers. But in public she always pretended that everything was fine.

Then I went outmarried _ We began to live with my husband's parents. At first everything was fine, I felt like a complete, calm person. But when was bornchild , they didn’t help me, they only told me what to do and how to do it. They were retired and were at home all day. I now have very strong resentment and aggression towards them. They believe that if I live in a house, I should adapt to them. It annoys me when they are just at home. I know they are discussing me. I'm working now. I feel calm at work and am determined to behave well at home. But as soon as I get home, everything annoys me.

Everything they do annoys me, I am constantly indignant to myself (I don’t talk to them). I feel offended by test-antibiotic.com that they used to constantly make comments to me. My husband and I have a good relationship, but because of this it is deteriorating. I really want to free myself from these thoughts, grievances that are in my head. What should I do? Is there any way to influence this situation? I want to feel like a normal person, and not like a lousy person because I hold evil within myself. I don't think I'm the only one to blame for this situation. I can change for the better or this is already a diagnosis. I really want to be cheerful and enjoy life, and not accumulate grievances and reproaches.