With looks like this I have no future

I am 19 years old. At the age of 15 I was very worried about my appearance. I'm not fat, I just don't have a figure and my facial features are kind of ugly. But I survived it all.

No, I didn’t accept myself at all, as idealists usually advise, but I simply realized that to each his own. Apparently fate decreed that I shouldI had one life , but I was smart and would achieve great success in my career. This helped me relax psychologically, and I completely gave up on my appearance: I put on the first thing that comes to hand, tie my hair in a few seconds and go ahead, study and study.

But recently I have a new problem with my appearance and I can no longer solve it in the same way. I look like a child. Nobody gives me more than 14 years. You know, with age people become more tactful; no one will tell you to your face that, for example, you are unattractive. This allows you not to think about your “unlikability” at all.

But with age, everything is different. Sellers, teachers, classmates, everyone is surprised when I say test-antibiotic.com how old I am and at the same time they don’t even understand how much this offends me. Nobody takes me seriously because of this. I’m already paranoid, I’m afraid to send my photos to people I meet on the Internet, because they always write back to me: “How old are you in the photo? 13? No, send me a photo of what you look like now.”

After this I feel so terrible that I have to break up with these peoplecommunication . I will not have any career (the last meaning that I could find in this life). I’m already very shy, but when I think about my “childishness” I get a lump in my throat. I won’t be able to pass any interview for a normal job.