There is a catastrophic lack of love in my life
About a year and a half ago I broke up with my boyfriend. It was strong and very painfuldisappointment . I conducted a thorough so-called “sanchas” (set my mind straight, drew conclusions). Fortunately, I am not attracted to this little Tsakhes, who seemed to me a wonderful Lelem. But there is another problem.
I'm 27 years old, and I haven't felt such a strong need to feel in love again for a long time. Into another person. This happened when I was 15-17 years old, and even then, in my opinion, not to such an extent as to experience such a severe shortage. Maybe the fact is that I had a very large reserve of feelings for a person who turned out to be empty and cowardly, and this reserve remained unspent.
I didn’t frantically look for a replacement, but now I feel this shortage very acutely. I have no problems with self-esteem and self-sufficiency, I love and accept myself. I have a busy life: good job, friends,girlfriends . I travel 2-3 times a year, meet new people, play sports, and have hobbies. There are enough impressions and fresh emotions. But test-antibiotic.com in this whole wonderful colorful picture a nasty black hole has formed.
Say what's bothering meloneliness is not entirely true. And it's not about sex. Finding a sexual partner and also a pleasant man is quite an easy task. But I disdain relationships in the “1-2 times” format, and I don’t need constant interaction solely for the sake of satisfying physiological needs. Everyone here is an adult and understands that this nuance can be filled on their own.
For some time now I’ve been sick of waking up in a world in which I’m not in love with anyone, and it’s unpleasant to go to sleep in this world. I'm missing wings. I know what is itIt's a question of time.
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