I can't keep my word
This story began about 5 years ago, when I graduated from the university. Since I am on a disability, it is very difficult to work. I thought about my business. I was looking for a job on the internet. Once I met a man who offered me a very interesting job. He even gave literature for study, which will help in the work. I have read everything. It was necessary to invest only $ 250 in this work. I couldn't refuse. Convinced me that I can work fastmoney , and even earn decently in a short time.
Knowing how Mom relates to the Internet, entrepreneurship, I decided not to let her into my affairs. I borrowed money. Started working and everything seems to be going well. I started investing more. Yes, I did not successfully invest, my contribution burned down. And the loan had to be repaid anyway. When Mom found out, there was drama. He says that he did not consult. How are you going to give now? And I was disappointed in myself, in business, but I slowly gave money away.
A year has passed, I paid off the loan. He lived a quiet life for another 2 years, until test-antibiotic.com found another way to make money, in which they again convinced me, trusted me. I believed in my strength. I think this time luck will turn to face me. Again went to deceit. I invested credit funds in one business, everything seemed to be going well too. Invested more and more. In short, he somehow got out, putting money on the card, then removed it again. As long as the amount has not grown too large. Mom finds out again. I have lost the trust of my loved ones by my behavior, and I continue to give money now. And I take it again. I can't deny myself. Too trusting.
However, I consider myself a believer. I go to church, I pray. Subconsciously I even hear hints from God. But I don't listen to them. I already swore several times to myself, Mom, that I would not do business. And still I continue. And I'm lying again. I know it's bad. And my heart hurts a lot. I want with all my heart to get better and do the right thing. Live a normal life. And do not think about how to survive tomorrow.
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