I found myself in a hopeless situation

I found myself in a hopeless situation
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Igay girl . Bisexual. I have known my ex-girlfriend for more than two years. Throughout the relationship, she and I separated and got back together twice.

The point is that a long enough period of time has passed for the feelings to subside. But no. Literallyevery day I think about her. I can't look at other guys or girls. I just can’t imagine myself with them.

In difficult situations, I want to call her and tell her everything, but I restrain myself. I would really like this person to be with me again. No one has ever given me such love and tenderness before.

She was my grief and joy. This is the only person who really understood me. In many situations, we were on the same wavelength.

I just don't know what to do. How to deal with this? Sometimes it seems to me that this is a hopeless situation. This has never happened before.

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