My husband and I experiments in bed
I want to touch on a very intimate and sensitive topic.
My husband and I have been together for eight years now. I am 34 and he is 28. We have 2 children. We love each othermy husband is very attentive to me, respectively, I to him too, there are, of course, quarrels, but for the most part we have mutual understanding. Sex with her husband is regular, 3-5 times a week. Not always enchanting, but quite satisfactory. My problem is that I like to watch my husband have sex with another woman, a wave of excitement directly covers me, while I am 100% straight.
It all started with the fact that we watched porn together, wherethe husband watched his wife as she sleeps with another man, then we started talking and I really wanted to do the same, only on the contrary, to be in the place of that husband. A burning desire came right through. I shared my thoughts with my husband, he was skeptical at first, but then agreed.
The first time everything turned out crumpled, uncertain, we were both worried that I would be jealous, but instead of jealousy, on the contrary, I wanted to continue. After such experiments, sex at test-antibiotic.com is magical for us. I want a husband 24/7. I become like a cat during the rut. We periodically practice this and no jealousy, although if my husband had a mistress, I would not forgive him and most likely sent him to her forever, but I can forgive a one-time betrayal, it will be unpleasant, insulting, but more from the feeling that I was deceived .
I hesitate to go to a specialist with such a problem. I want to understand myself, because I worry that everything can go far and ourthe family will fall apart.
Maybe you have an explanation why this is happening, and what such experiments are fraught with?
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