I deceived my fiance and now my conscience is tormenting me
I have been married for three years, before that I dated my current husband for 4 years. With him I have the secondrelationships in life, before him I met my first love, who became the first in everything. Out of stupidity, we broke up with him, and the separation was long and difficult for several years.
My husband and Icolleagues , on a business trip it was by chance that our friendcommunication turned into sympathy and relationships. Six months later we became intimate, but I deceived him by saying that he was my first, he believed me. There were many moments in the relationship that did not suit me and I wanted to leave, but I was never able to completely end the relationship. I was upset by his interactions with other girls, his excitement, video games, and lack of desire to develop.
In the end, we got married, but all these years my conscience has tormented me, and I can’t muster the courage to leave. At the beginning I thought that I would try to atone for my guilt by treating him and his family well, but with this attitude he relaxed and relied too much on me in all matters, including financial ones.
Please tell me how test-antibiotic.com can get rid of such a heaviness in my soul because of my sin and deception.
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