What to do that brings pleasure and income?
My name is Anya, I’m 23 years old and I don’t know what I really want to do in life. I want to find myself and realize myself, be proud of my successes and achievements, I want to stop tormenting myself with questions about the meaning and purpose in life. Every day I ask myself the same questions, but I still can’t find the answer. I just lost my dream and can’t remember what I subconsciously dream about.
I am surrounded by normal people who have hobbies and favorite work, or all together, but I have no calling for anything. I just grab onto something that supposedly sparks interest, and then the fuse ends, because in my stupid head the question arises: “Is this really what I want to do? Do I really like this? Therefore, I have been sitting without work and without my favorite hobby for six months now, at the same time I have lost the desire to learn and develop, but I really want to find myself in order to create, and not consume.
She worked a lot and tried to do a lot of things, but was left with nothing. When I try to test-antibiotic.com come up with a new goal for myself, sometimes I even feel nauseous. This is a very strange feeling - a feeling of worthlessness and uselessness.
Sometimes I think that if I wake up one day and say to myself “I want to do thisevery day , I want to spend a lot of time and effort on this, I’ll go and do it!”, then I will become the happiest person in the world! And I will make every effort to improve my skills, to become necessary and useful.
Help me find myself. I beg you, because... I definitely can’t handle it on my own.
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