How to find meaning in life?
I am 24 years old. I am an English teacher. But I know him moderately. I worked in many places as a teacher, but I can’t work in one place for a long time. There is a lot of workload, a lot of stress. I work for 3 months and leave. And recently I wasn’t hired, which made me less confident. During the interview, I mixed up my grammar and explained everything incorrectly. I feel like I won’t find a job this way. In our country, the average salary in a private organization is 10,000. Very little to stay in the city. Therefore, she left for the village. I’ve been living for six months now in a regime of sleeping from 2 a.m. to 2 p.m. Then I wake up and don’t want to do anything. I do everything through I don’t want to.
My dream was to live in the city center, work in a well-paid job, and go on dates. But everything collapsed, my sister leftmarried and lives in the city center in our apartment. And I live in a village. When I want to stay in the city, I feel like I'm a burden to her. I get up late and don’t want to clean up after myself. And I feel that she test-antibiotic.com wants me to leave quickly. Six months of laziness. ANDa 40 kg girl turned into a fat (59 kg) girl who hates herself and doesn’t respect herself. I don’t know, there is no meaning in life anymore, there is no joy. There is no point in getting up early either. I feel hopeless, worthless, unwanted and lonely. Personal is empty. Go out of the yard onto the streetMom doesn't want the neighbors to see. They constantly mention that I have a big belly. Already stretching on the stomach, on the legs. What to do next? How can I live if I don’t live the life I dreamed of?
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