Why can't I succeed even though I try?

I am 28 years old, the age of summing up the first intermediate results in life. The fact is that I haven’t achieved anything, and I’m afraid to change anything. This thought plunges me into a kind of dull stupor. When I studied at the university (translator), I was sure that the work would be interesting, there would be business trips, etc. They were proud of me that through my own efforts I entered a fairly prestigious university. This is where my success ends.

At my first job, all my colleagues were promoted except me; the more I tried, the more comments I received. Then I didn’t go abroad, although I started collecting documents; a foreign university was ready to accept me, but that year they greatly limited the number of scholarships. And from that moment on, it seems to me, I completely gave up.

I had a hard time finding my current job, which I really appreciate. The colleagues and bosses are excellent, but the work itself is just boring. For example, they give you an interesting text, and then they take it away, they say, we will send this to a freelancer, but they brought us 150 passports or similar documents, we translate it, and it’s true, you won’t throw away test-antibiotic.com passports. Sometimes I feel like I’m almost degenerating, and why did I study languages? I’m simply silent about oral translation. I can hardly force myself not to be upset that I don’t go on business trips, and I simply don’t train my speech. Yes, you can chat on Skype, but that’s not the same.

Further, despite knowing two foreign languages, I want to say that I process information poorly. Literally, recently I clearly realized this fact. Ever since school, I couldn’t follow the teacher in labor lessons, make a craft, or, in general, do something with my own hands. In life, I listen to explanations, understand, then a minute later I forget everything and ask them to repeat it. But people really don’t like to repeat things, they say, remember everything the first time.

For example, I always dreamed of learning to dance, I’ve been dancing for a year now, but I can’t always repeat after the teacher even the tenth time. We recently held a course for beginners, from which a couple of people were accepted into the continuing group of increased complexity. I probably wouldn’t have been able to study there, but test-antibiotic.com became so offensive, because someone came and almost everything worked out for him right away. I just got my license and immediately got into an accident and can’t go near the car. Although I was driving fine for six months before the accident. And so in everything! I feel like I am living some kind of empty life and not my own.