My son disappointed me in everything

I don't know how to help my son. He studied at a university, was expelled for not passing a non-core subject (he simply didn’t go), they promised to help, but it didn’t work out, and he hung his paws and hoped that everything would work out (they really promised). When I realized that it wasn’t working out, I didn’t go myself; I was ashamed, even though I was called.

In short, they expelled me, but they said they would take me back, but I’m losing a year, it seems like I survived everything. He began to look for a job, he thought that everyone was waiting for him, but that was not the case, there was no work for him, especially since he said, I won’t go there, I won’t go here, I went to interviews, nothing suits him, I think he said , will prepare for a retake, but cannot bring himself to do so, gives up, andI offered sports (he is a former athlete), and a tutor, but nothing worked.

Now he has been lying there for 3 weeks, and there is nothing but talk about the fact that he is worthless and superfluous in this world. Tried to drinkmedications (I was not sober). I'm already going crazy myself, I havefear , pictures, I’m running from work, I’m taking a taxi and I’m afraid that he test-antibiotic.com will do something to himself. I can’t do this anymore, I’m going crazy. She raised him herself, graduated from school with a medal, studied on a budget, studied in St. Petersburg, graduated from a difficult university for two years, has no friends here. I offered everything, but somehow it doesn’t work out.