Now I know that the guy only wanted sex
I met a guy, we talked for a long time, we liked each other, I was waiting for him to come back from the army, since he was serving under a contract.
And so we met, everything was fine, we kissed for the first time, went to the movies. He rented a hotel for us so we could spend time together. Everything was fine, we laughed, watched movies, he hinted atsex , but I said that I was not ready yet and it was too early, he understood everything and apologized.
But every time he came for the weekend, he hinted at sex, saying that he hadn’t had it for a long time, and this time I also refused him, but we hugged and fell asleep. The next time we met, we had sex for the first time, I was a virgin, he didn’t know until I told him about it before sex. Sometimes we quarreled, but we made up, he said that he loved me and missed me. I loved him very much and cried often. He gave me a toy, which I now look at with pain and tears.
And this weekend, which is now over test-antibiotic.com, we had sex, after which in the morning I was jealous of his correspondence with the girl, since I didn’t communicate with anyone and wanted him to not pay his attention either to strangers. I do not like it. After which he yelled at me with obscenities. I was offended, after which we made peace. But soon we quarreled again, because I missed his affection, love and attention. I gave him more love and attention, not he to me. He started telling me that I was fat via SMS, when he left for his unit. But in reality he didn’t say this, he hugged and kissed.
In a phone conversation he said he didn’t know whether he loved me or not. I felt a lot of pain, I cried nights and days, my family worried about me, they said, forget him, but I can’t love this man very much. Later he told me to change everything for him, and maybe then he will be with me.
It became very unpleasant for me to hear such things. He left me, deleted my test-antibiotic.com number and from social media. networks. He just slept with me, lied to my face, and I loved him so much and still love him. I feel used, unwanted and dirty. It hurts so much that I cry all day. I don’t know what to do, how to live? At the beginning of the relationship, he said that he wanted a serious relationship, just like me, but in the end he used it and threw it away as unnecessary.
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