Memories of past love
I will not write the prehistory of my confession. I just don't want to. I try to put the past out of my head, although I can’t do it yet.
This fall I'm going outmarried . For a loved one, perhaps. I don't know. I'm confused. And not a little girl. I already know when it is and when it is not. We have parted with him for six months already, but I will not forget everything. And the most interesting thing is that I myself made a choice, I left myself, and I tell everyone that I have no regrets. That's just the desire to call Nikolai I have a stable once every couple of days. I know that I will not be with him, I know that I will not change my Ilyusha for anything. But I'm calling, asking for a meeting.
Something reminiscent of a moment from the movie "Three meters above the sky 2". When she met him, she spent the night, only to understand: does she still love him? After all, the wedding is coming soon, and she does not want to live in doubt. That's what I want, I guess. Although I really understand that this test-antibiotic.com meeting will not calm me down, old feelings can come to life, and the worst thing is passion. Ordinary, natural passion. Which is hard to give up.
He hurts. Kolya is angry with me for what I did to him. He doesn't want to see me, but that's what he says. I myself know what she wants, what she missed. And now I know that soon I will become Ilyushka’s wife in a beautiful restaurant, that we will definitely have kids with him, since we both want it, but I, like in the legendary film Titanic, will keep in my memory all my life what was so precious to me. And my Ilyusha, and my children and grandchildren will never know that besides him, there is someone who takes a place in my heart and memory ...
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