How to find a way out of the created triangle

How to find a way out of the created triangle
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I have been living with my wife for 15 years. I never loved her, unfortunately. Although she loved me all this time, I know for sure. We have 2 children, 13 and 6 years old.

In the last couple of years, I have been forced to often go on shift, since it is hard to earn money in the city. Until last summer, he didn’t cheat on his wife; he didn’t consider it necessary. But then I met a girl who came to work with us. Somehow they immediately gravitated towards each other. Then we lived together for 2 months. I immediately said that I would not abandon my children. She agreed. Wife as she felt, she said, either come back, or divorce. I had to leave. For the last week, Olesya was very cold, hardly spoke, and came home late. So I went home with a heavy heart. I honestly told her that I would not return again. Already on the bus I received a text message from her. She writes that it was only when you left that I realized how much I love you.

I spent two months looking for a job, all to no avail. OnNew Year she called and said that she had come to our city, but refused to meet me. test-antibiotic.com Says I havelove, I fell in love for the first time in my life (what about SMS?) and I don’t want to deceive him. All this time I constantly think about her, it has already become in my life like my personal madness. I'm not soulless, I know perfectly well thatmy wife loves me. I can't leave my children. I tried to switch to my wife, but I just can’t. I really regret that I can’t just love my wife the same way I love this girl. This would be a great way out of this situation for everyone. Maybe there are some methods to simplyforget the person you care about?

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