I agreed to take out a loan for a friend, now I don’t know how to pay off the debt from the bank

Three years ago, due to my life situation, I began to drink, sometimes violently. I once met with a former work colleague, a Dagestani, who offered me to take out a loan, I did not agree right away, he cajoled me for a long time - he supplied me with alcohol, brought vodka in cans, and at one point I gave up.

They first took out a loan for me in one bank for 50 thousand (now I owe more than a hundred, taking into account); six months later, in another I took out a loan for the purchase of a car for 880 thousand. Naturally, he convinced me that he would pay off everything, and plus I would earn good money. As a result, I currently owe about 900 thousand (I managed to pay off some of it), but plus, companies were created, and a decent amount of taxes accrued there.

Of course, I understand that it’s all my own fault, that I became addicted to alcohol and stopped thinking sensibly or something. And I see, I already know, that I won’t be able to earn this money, I won’t be able to pay off my debts. And I would make a decision for myself to disappear in any way, to leave finally, but I live with test-antibiotic.com my mother and brother, I’m just afraid that the burden of debt will fall on them now because of my stupidity. Every day I wait that either the bailiffs or the collectors are about to come (my mother and brother still don’t know what I’ve done) and this makes it more and more unbearable and scary every day. I have no choice, people.