I don't consider myself guilty of cheating.

I don't consider myself guilty of cheating.
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I cheated on my husband for the first time on March 8th . Why do I remember that date so well? It's my birthday. That dayMy husband came home from work in a state of severe alcohol intoxication. Or rather, he didn't come himself, two comrades from work brought him. It was the first time in my life that I saw him in such an inadequate state.

We were let out early that day (I was home at one o'clock). My husband was brought home at about half past three. We were planning to go out somewhere, have dinner. I bought a new dress, put on some nice makeup, but my husband not only didn't congratulate me onbirthday , but I didn't even remember what day it was. And it's also a women's day.It was a holiday when it was customary to give flowers to loved ones!

I got angry and decided to go to the restaurant alone. There I ordered a glass of semi-sweet,mussels , dessert. Then morewine from grief and resentment and I got a little drunk. About twenty minutes later a respectable-looking man sat down next to meman . He joked, gave compliments. I laughed and was embarrassed, but still a bottle of wine and resentmenthusband's did their job. The evening was a success, and I arrived test-antibiotic.com home at about midnight. My husband was still asleep, not even noticing my absence. I quickly took a shower and went to bed.

The next day my husband apologized and sought my forgiveness. I remember very well the feeling I had when I returned home. My heart was pounding like a drum. I was very worried. That was when I felt truly happy.

During the month I met twice more with the man who was beginning to attract me more and more. Once I left work (took a day off at my own expense). I spent another evening with him on Friday when my husband was drinking with his friends. And each time was better than the previous one. Probably, I can’t write here everything he did to me, but it was very unforgettable and quite tough!

Once my husband almost caught me. But I managed to get out of it by making up an excuse and smoothly moved on to his behavior. The feeling of guilt did not allow him to continue the conversation.

I am getting more and more drawn into this adrenaline. I have grown cold towards my husband, but I don't feel guilty.

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