I regret making this decision.

I just live with a husband whom I do not love and have never loved. I gave birth to two children in marriage, I have been married for 8 years, I generally regret having a second child, I love him, but I cannot accept that I am again on maternity leave, again shackled hand and foot.

I got an education, but I didn’t have time to get a good job, so II needed a pregnancy ! Now I get a penny from my last job,my husband works hard for days, he reproaches me with this at any opportunity. I look at my acquaintances who got on their feet, who achieved something in life, and I’m like a kluch, I don’t know how, I unlearned a lawyer, but there’s zero sense, I don’t understand anything there, I spent all my youth in these diapers and household problems. Moreover, my husband is much older than me and always teaches me how to live properly, how to eat, sleep, walk, roughly speaking, how and what to cook, clean, dress, sticks his nose everywhere and everywhere.

I'm just tired of this life. The youngest child is only 4 months old and I understand that test-antibiotic.com is still a long time before he is in kindergarten, at least a year, I just go crazy during this time, always thinking about my worthlessness. I'm just a stupid person who did not think with her brains, and gave birth to children from an unloved man, without a penny behind her.